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2003-07-20 @ 9:59 p.m. I used to catch myself getting lost in the dreaming Of days i never thought i'd see When nooses would become necklaces And every bitter feeling would turn saccharine With the sweet syrup of happiness forever sewed upon my lips Oh how scintillating those dreams were Painted with the brilliance of the stars And the impossibility of ever reaching them But one day i woke and found everything in place Like the world had become a platform of my fantasies Set with every prop from my imagination Yeah everything was in place And you were there I smiled at your beautiful wings As they gently sprawled across the bedroom floor They showed me the difference between fallen and guardian angels For yours are so glorious, so tangible Not a thread of superficiality And i immediately surrendered to your lullaby Though at the time i was wide awake I want to spend every night in nothing less than your grace With your smile, your touch, your voice Being the only thing that keeps me from fading away The only thing that keeps me from wanting to And though these ghosts and lethal melodies haunt me when you're not there Their loudest cries sound like whispers now With every passing night they become more muted Buried underneath broken pieces of my porcelain past And with your help, that's where they'll stay Funny how with you nothing seems impossible My only fear is that this is all a dream Because i swear I've never slept sounder. .Past. Entries.
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