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2003-07-18 @ 6:18 p.m. Somewhere between sweetness and senselessness i lie So frightened to commit to either side, That i relentlessly search for that kind middle ground While making countless mistakes being made along the way Like bridges going up in flames as i cross Despite my attempts to stop them (Do you have any idea what it's like being forced to watch them burn?) And along my journey i leave a trail of broken hearts Mingling with tears and pieces of me i care to leave behind Every time i say it's the last time The last time i'll make a careless error The last time i'll carve another mark in my wrist Those scars that list my failures But i know that will never happen, For i've got much more skin to cover All i can do is continue through the highest highs and lowest lows And try not to look back Because if i do, i know i'll become a helpless pillar of salt Being carried away grain by grain In the winds of regret No, i can't let that happen again I have to keep going Bleeding but still breathing Looking for the happiness i was once promised And the one person who's body fits with mine Like pieces of a puzzle Yeah i'll keep going, Though i may have to go through the whole box to find them And when bliss is finally reached, The demons and tears and broken hearts won't matter This must be kept in mind while the greatest tragedies are endured- Oh how it will be worth it .Past. Entries.
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