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2003-06-26 @ 2:31 a.m. One day Sitting in the driver's seat i started to sense That i was no longer the one behind the wheel The gas pedal was compressed but i didn't move any faster The clutch stuck in third position The engine bleeding all essential liquids i needed to keep control And while I awkwardly panicked at the loss of power Trying to keep from crashing You laughed and molested the remote that controlled every movement A rock got hit, or maybe you just stopped paying attention The car halted suddenly with the rest of the world And as this poor motorist soared through the windsheild majestically My life playing before my eyes like a silent film And all i could hear was you Now i lay on the ground Angled shards of malice extending from my veins Breathing in any consciousness i had left My heart fading from red to blue Aren't you even going to call an ambulance? Not that it matters, i'm dead anyways They'll give me an award for it now A big bright certificate you can frame To be kept next to your diplomas, so proudly And when they carve me up for organs you can take my heart Dip it in bronze if you like, and place it next to your trophies That's all i was good for anyways Because no matter how many times i told myself i was special to you You couldn't wait to throw me in that toy car (buckle up, darling) And crash me into the nearest wall Well congratulations, you've won It's over, my eyes are closing for the last time The asphalt is the last thing i'll ever see The smoke of the wreckage is the last thing i'll ever breathe And the sound of you laughing at my demise is the last thing i'll ever hear. .Past. Entries.
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