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2003-07-06 @ 7:01 p.m. Sometimes it's so hard to be everything to everyone So many good intentions fall apart at the seams Hopelessly it seems as though i'll never get this right And I know i've found ways to make the summer sun turn cold And I know the mines i've sewed in the ground Meant only to keep the ghosts of mistakes from coming back Ignite on the innocent But though you may think i destroy things in malevolence I hate being the dark waves Swallowing and dragging everyone out to sea I never wanted to drown you So now i hide from the world Behind notebooks and dying candles Scribbling my sonnets of desolation Burning with a starvation for affection Knowing i should just move on Besides, i'm so sick of hearing hearts breaking While i desperately try to pick up the pieces And i've said this in the past but things are going to change I'm going to bandage up my wrists and my heart Pray for the healing to begin Because all i want to be is a beautiful landscape Peacefully holding everyone i love So come, lay stretched out beneath the sky And sway with the tall grass as the breeze sings you to sleep I'll do everything i can to keep the storms away. .Past. Entries.
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