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2003-09-12 @ 11:39 a.m. Oh the little things i dream of that no one knows At night quiet desires play themselves out in a theater of delusion And in my sleep i yearn for them to become reality For these immaculate thoughts too sweet to taste, too fragile to hold Could paint this dismal life with ecstasy And sew the most blissful body onto the apparition of a girl Who's been tangled in the sad trap of routine Yet when i wake up in the same world that smothers me with gravity I feel guilty for not being content For at least i'm able to wake and breathe and live each day And that should be enough But as the days grow more repetitive with the mocking sun Rising and setting in the same way Oh the compelling feelings i feel rushing through my veins Becoming more restless with each pulse, about to dentonate It makes it so much harder to shake the dreams of lust and excitement from my mind For i want to live an adventure And i want to touch the stars I want the day dreams and the nightmares to come true So i don't have to wait until night to embrace them Because though life is great What's it worth when you know that there's so much more out there for you? I'm sick of settling for mediocrity And seeing all the beauty i cannot converge I'm going to break these threads of gravity And when i have the courage to try Oh the great things i will do when no one's expecting it. .Past. Entries.
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